transfer

Transferring soon.
Despite feeling lonely most of the time in Limbang, encountering annoying patients & relatives, lousy colleague to work with, upsetting administrative problem..

I like working in Limbang.

Nice and friendly nurses.
No specialist or consultant to scold or scrutinize the way I work.
Not much of workload, but quite frequent oncalls...I can take it..

Thats it???

Sigh...ye la..ye la..time to move out of here!

2011!

So, 2011 is tomorrow.

My new year resolution is simple, to take a good care of myself..

That includes, taking a break, a long holiday if I need to..
Splurge money unnecessarily if I want to..
Eat as much as I can..

That's it. I believe no matter what you're up to for new year, nothing worth it if you sacrifice yourself if the process of achieving your resolutions.

new life

A new life in me.
Alhamdulillah.
Allah answered my prayer.

Had to struggle the first few months on my own.
The nausea, vomiting, lethargy..
Despite the loneliness, thank God for the presence of good nurses, and considerate colleagues to help me around.. :)

Anyway, the coming CNY is going to be tough on me. Hope the ward job will be light, and the calls will be cool.
Or, hope I'll get transferred before that!

Pray for me and the baby safety, and I thank you for that :)

apa sengih2...

Scenario 1
Me, upon reviewing a G10P9 lady at the OPD
Me: Kak, brapa orang anak kitak mauk tok??
She: Cukupla yang ni..
Me: Kitak ada merancang ka?
She: Eh..ada..makan pil.
Me: Uish, terer betol akak rancang ni..setahun sekali beranak...
She: Heeeee..... (Sengih...)

Scenario 2
The day before, a colleague had covered the round in the maternity ward. He was 'mengamuk' when he came upon a G6P5 who refused to deliver at a Specialist Hospital.
The next morning, before I did the ward round, the nurse told me what had happened. So as I approached the lady, first question I asked:
Me: Best tak kene marah ngan doktor laki semalam?
She: Heeeeee.....(Sengih...)

Scenarion 3
Me upon examination a Primi at 40w4dPOG
Me: Uish, rasa-rasa besar baby ni. SFH pun 42 cm. Brapa tinggi kamu?
She: 155cm doktor..
Me: Saya rasa mau2 3.9-4kg baby kamu ni. Kene beranak potong ni.
She: Eh doktor, tanakla. Takut.
Me: Eh, kene la. Nanti, kalau kamu cumba beranak biasa, baby tak dapat kluar..koyak teruk..banyak hilang darah.
She: Takpe la doktor.
Me: Ok la..kalau apa-apa jadik dengan kamu masa beranak nanti, saya dan nurses saya buat tak tau je la. Biar je la kamu terkontang kanting nanti. OK? Kalau kamu setuju, saya biar kamu beranak biasa..amacam?
She: Heeeee.....(Sengih....)

os full!

cerita ini hanya khas utk medical people jek..sebab org lain sure tak paham..

misi: doc, patient still 6 cm since 3 hours ago la..tapi, station dah zero.
me: hmm, contraction cantik. tinggal sejam jek nak action line nih. CTG macam tak cantik..macam type 1..meh saya VE..

VE punya VE, sekali MMSL. Maka, aku pun S&S patient tuh. Sekali, os full, dah crowning!

me: jangan teran! jangan teran!
misi: doc, conduct je la!!
me: tanak, nanti kotor kene liquor!

HAHAHAHAHA!

Dengan pantas misi aku cepat2 pakai glove and conduct delivery. After baby out, macam biasala..misi tu membebel sebab bikin dia panik. Dia pun tak sempat pakai apron. Nasib baik tak kene splash ngan liqour...

HAHAHAHA..sori la kak Mas...hahahaha....

RM5 billion

A hospital will only be functional if..

..we have our own ICU, with our own ventilator..
..we have more ambulance, a functioning ambulance, not the one that cant accelerate more than 100km/h..
..we have specialist in the main departments..
..we have blood bank service, so we dont have to send the donated blood to specialist hospital to be processed..
..we have up to date ultrasound scan machine, and maybe a CT machine..
..we have social welfare department to help with the poor patients..
..we have money alocated for the social welfare department..
..we have better lab service with adequate reagent..
..we have better pharmaceutical service that can supply the district clinics as well..
..we have more nurses and MAs and doctors..

For all that, we just need less than RM5 billion...

Lost

There are times when you feel lost.
Your brain stops thinking. Your mind is empty. Nothing good on TV, keep flicking on the channel. No new update on your friends' FB or blog. Nothing nice (and cheap) on blogshop. No pending holidays. Oncalls seem dreadful. Even work seems pointless. No joy in life.

You feel lost.

There's no joy in the things you used to like.

There are things unsettled in life. But you dont have any power in it. Or you've tried so hard, but nothing changed. You get tired of it. Blargh!

I NEED SOMETHING NEW IN LIFE!

A HOLIDAY! MOVING INTO NEW HOUSE! A NEW JOB!!(?) SOMETHING TO LOOK FROWARD TO..DONT CARE IF ITS AN EXAM!!