Nov 27, 2006

sultan and butler's

Nothing complete kebab than a cup of latte. Hmm.

So, we had our big meal just now. Exactly, 5 hours ago. Thy mouth still stinks of lamb. And yeah, the tongue still burn from the hot latte. Anyhoo, the day was great. As long as the tummy is "ho, ho, ho", and the mouth says "burp", indeed, mentally, I'm satisfied. BURP.

Lots of people in town today. Everyone is in their festive mood. Me too. Minus the cash, that is. Oh, I'm not broke. Just "voluntary simplicity".

Anyhoo, despite my dates ie Roq and Pulut, being cheerie today, I'm definitely not in the mood for photography. The evidence is ultimately obvious. I'm suck in the below pics. Hence the effort to make them smaller, so I'll look less hideous. Mind the discretion. Anyhoo, the pics come out quite nice..HIP HIP HOORAY for Roq's new handphone.

And nothing makes the night happier, than having a cute guy smiling at us. Too cute to be true. Damn. Cute guys should be ban from smiling. They make you drool, act sheepishly girlishly stupid, babbling incoherent "gu gu ga ga", and make you sleepless thinking of them. Nyehehehehe. Unless you can have them for yourself, no harm in that. That reminds me, the next time I have a cute guy by my side, think twice before dumping him...lalala. Stop blaming the pathological dumper. HoHoHo.

Oh man. That kebab gave me headache. Damnit. And I have 4 lectures in a row tomorrow. Damnit, I have to say damnit again!

Tip for the day: The answer for "Apa yang lelaki pernah buat sampai kau terharu?" is definitely not "kambing".

Nov 21, 2006

kawan nasehat

Thers's only few people i would listen to i.e. of whose advice I would approve to..

First, there's my mum and dad..Next, my sis (sometimes). Then, Peah. And Izah (although she asked mine most of the time). Dino and Kanji. And Nina and Amar. Here in Galway, Aini and Eka. And sometimes Roq (but she's occupied her own thingy..ehehe) and Pulut.

If you're not mentioned in the above paragraph, all I can say is "All I hear is bla bla bla..."



Haha. Bukanlah bermaksud nasihat2 orang lain selain daripada those I mentioned above tu tak bagus. Kadang2 ada yang bagus, orang yang baik2 pulak yang selalu nasihat aku. Tapi, sebab hati susah nak terima, dan kadang2 ada barrier to acceptance..kadang kala, yang tak bagusnya, betapa baik orang tu, sebab hati ni benci, susah gak nak terima nasihat. Malah, makin naik rasa benci pun kadang2 ada. Astaghfirullah.
mama pun slalu nunggah aku bengkeng, keras palak sik maok nengar klaka orang. mun dah ngan mak aku pun aku kadang2 gia, ginelah aku sik kedak ya ngan orang lain nak? haha...

Hey good news!! It's PMS time. It's the time of the month!! It's 'being annoying, sarcastic and ignorant time'!! WOOHOO!!! It's 'binging without guilt' time!!! WOOHOO!!!

Daria


Yes, I luv watching Daria. Well, I love MTV's Downtown too, but mum didnt approve me watching it. kah kah.
I still remember when I first discover Daria and Jane and the rest of the gang. It was in 1998, when I was in Form 3. It was shown on NTV7, every Thursday night, if I'm not mistaken. Yes, it couldnt be in weekends, coz me and Izah, we would be chatting away about the cartoon every Friday (during BM period for sure....). We would laughed over Jane and Daria's sarcastic remarks, over Brittany stupidity and drooled over Trent's coolness...kah kah. Gosh, how can a girl fall in luv with a cartoon character? Dont blame us. Real people were less appetizing at that time.


And what about the whiny Mr Morgendoffer? Daria's father who is incompetent, scared of and emotionally neglected by his own father? He's also living proof that humans and jellyfish can have offspring, as he is totally spineless and lets Helen run roughshod over him.
The annoying Fashion triplets? The teachers of Lawndale? It's full of character. Dysfunctional family and society around them always crack me up. Family Guy is funny. Curb Your Ethusiasm is funny. Arrested Development is funny. Malcolm in the Middle is funny. Even The Sopranos is funny. And The OC too...not really. Too much crap is put into Marisa's spoiled behaviour. Makes you puke over your own name. And no, I'm not complaining about Marisa's character. Why should I? A beauty like Mischa Barton playing my name? GOSH. You got to be insane to be complaining.


Izah always laugh when I imitated Mr deMartino, bulging eyes, whenever he gets stress..ahaha..Izah..Izah. I missed those days of being able to watch cartoon and acted them out without people judging you of being childish or nerd or skema or wutever the words people used to defame others. Yeah, I missed hanging out with Izah. During those years of white T and faded blue jeans. And sometimes with McDonald's boots and 3/4 cargo pants. Those were the days.
"Is that the voice in my head that tells me to kill and kill again?"
"No. Satan's voice is lower and he has an English accent."
-Damnit. It's my turn to say damnit- Thanks Daria. Blame me for I dont care.
P/S:Completing your case report and watching Daria at the same time is not advisable..peace.


Its been a long time since I dreamnt of dating Trent..lalalala...

Nov 18, 2006

Having fun!!

Gembira sangat2 semalam!!
Rugila sapa2 yang tak datang...


It started off with a spontaneous performance by Idah and Farah..chali sangat2!!! Sebab diorang enjoy sangat singing that song, kitorang pun enjoy..
Next was the performance by The Broadband (huhu, Pulut came up with that name....ahahah) Haha, it was great... Imagine saying "sorry", and giving up or clapping or laughing while playing the guitar....kuangkuangkuang!! Its OK Roq, next time kita buat lagi gempaq!! Ni, tak cukup praktis and sejuk and dah lama tak main gitar ni... (alasan..eheheh...) Oh yeah, Liyana lupa nak masuk chorus and Pulut jahanamkan lagu Jika Kau Bercinta Lagi.....ahahahahhaha..... Tapi, My Heart and Hanya Memuji was quite a great success....Then again, we were just enjoying ourself!!! tak tahan tengok rupa Roq masa nak hit chord B#m....erk..erk....ehehehe...



We missed the 3rd and the 4th performance...tisk...tisk...
And the 5th!!! WE LOVE IT!!! A dance routine by the juniors in PINK!!! And Ayumi Hamasaki was there as well..ahahahaha!!!!! BEST!! BEST!!! KAWAIIII la everybody!!
Next is by Aisyah and Didi..hahaha..tahan gelak jek part Kungfu Hustle/Matrix tu..tak ingattttttt.....


Then, a solo recitation of "Pesan pada Angin" by Maedy..
Finally a drama titled "Ada Apa Dengan KO (Kambing Oren)" directed by Mis. Full of emotion, best of the best that night...great lighting, great sound effect, great storyline, and great acting by the Kambings...mbekk....BRAVO!! BRAVO!!!


Sayang la sapa2 yang tak datang semalam...Yes, we were no near professional (not even an amateur!!), but the point was to have fun, and fun was what I gained yesterday..after the stressful week of Anaesthesia, I'm glad I'm doing this... Finally, berjaya gak main gitar bersama2 Roq in front of a crowd before kitorang grad. And I'm really happy that some of my final year colleagues came to cherish the day with us..muahhh!!!!
Definitely, the best day ever!!!!
I'll be missing days like this once I graduated (Aminn...)

Thanks PPI, you make my day :)


Peace.

Nov 15, 2006

23

ahhhh...23.. damn worst day ever.

Nov 10, 2006

buffalo 66




Great. Semalam, aku layan Buffalo 66, sekali lagi, untuk kali ke-13.
One of the best filem aku pernah tonton. The next most filem I've watched after Queen of the Damned dan Fulltime Killer.

Gallo plays an ex-con, Billy Brown, on the day of his release from prison. Billy was in prison for five years after taking the rap for a crime he didn't commit. Being the son off rabid Buffalo Bills' fans (hence his name), Billy had bet on the Bills to win the Super Bowl. When the Bills lost and Billy could not cover his bet; his bookie threatened to harm Billy's parents if he did not plea guilty to a crime committed by the bookie's associate. Amazingly, Billy hides the fact he is in prison from his parents by telling them that he works for the government and is out of the country much of the time. When Billy shows up in Buffalo after his prison release, he is intent on visiting his parents. To sustain his cover story, Billy kidnaps a young tap dancing student (Christina Ricci) to pose as his wife. Billy's plan is to show his uncaring parents that he is a good son. While in town, Billy also seeks revenge for being sent to prison by finding and killing the Bills' kicker who missed what would have been the winning field goal of that fateful Super Bowl.

Gallo's Billy is a pathetic and abusive motor mouth. He is obsessive about cleanliness although he looks rather dirty himself. He rudely confronts people as a way of rejecting others before they have a chance to reject him. His verbal abrasiveness is somewhat disconcerting and scary at first; as when he kidnaps Layla. After one realizes that Billy is all bark and no bite, his rants become very humorous. We find that Billy's anti-social behavior stems from his relationship with his parents. His mother is totally devoted to the Bills football team. She fanatically watches old games on tape with the same enthusiasm as a live game; as if she could will the outcome of the games to change. Billy's father is a former night club singer who is quick to anger about insignificant things. Billy's parents are such unloving parents, that they seem unconcerned with Billy's disappearance from their lives the last five years. To Billy's dismay, his parents seem more impressed with his false bride than with their own son. Gallo dresses Layla in a baby blue baby doll with blue eye shadow and blue tap shoes. It's funny that no one in the film seems to notice her outfit except Billy's leering father. Maybe Gallo wanted Layla to appear as angel or a Fairy Godmother of sorts.

Christina Ricci plays Layla, the young hostage Billy abducts to pose as his wife. Ricci is terrific in the part of a reluctant and then willing partner in Billy's charade. The motives of Ricci's character are one of the mysteries of the film. How she can fall in love with a man who kidnaps her and continuously verbally abuses her is really quite bizarre. Only someone with very low self-esteem and a need to please people would act the way Layla does. In this respect, Layla is similar to Billy, who is irrationally bent on trying to please his parents. She does her very best to play the admiring wife; so much so that she seems to believe it herself. This may be the key to Layla's character. She sees herself as a person who can change Billy's life by becoming the person he wishes he had in his life. Gallo has said that Buffalo '66 is essentially about acting. Throughout the film, Billy is always coaching Layla on how to act the part of his ideal wife. He even gives her a fake name, like a stage name, of a former classmate - Wendy. Layla approaches her role like a real trooper. She goes so far as to embellish her character by improvising the story of her relationship with Billy for Billy's parents. The bickering that goes on between Billy and Layla is much like what occurs between directors and actors trying to work on a role.

Billy's only two friends in the world are a mentally challenged young man he affectionately calls "Goon" and a pin setter at a bowling alley. It seems Billy was a champion bowler as a child, a fact which he kept hidden from his parents. Billy shows off his ten pin prowess at the bowling alley where we are also treated to an entertaining tap routine by Layla. There also is a good scene in a photo booth with Billy directing the impish Layla on how to appear as a married couple "spanning time together". Gallo shows Buffalo as a gritty, working-class city seemingly stuck in the seventies. Gallo uses a fast film stock favored by many films of the seventies to help convey that idea. Gallo shows us that Billy is actually returning to a life much like the one he left when he entered prison. He revisits his old haunts (the bowling alley and Denny's). Even his locker at the bowling alley has been preserved just like the way he left it. When Billy sees a girl that he used to have a crush on in grade school, he still acts like he a rejected suitor. Convinced that his life is a hopeless mess, Billy sets his plans in motion to kill the former football player who lost the big game. To his surprise, Billy discovers that the kicker owns a topless bar in town. While waiting during the intervening hours for his victim to show up at the club, Billy spends some quality time with Layla. Although she is tender and compassionate toward Billy, he seems to want to keep their relationship on a purely impersonal level. What Layla shows Billy, by her tender attention and praise, is a possible future different from his past.

The climatic scene in the film occurs when Billy confronts the Bill's old kicker. The former football player is a sad, obese, heavy drinking, balding middle-age man, who spends most of his nights at the topless bar (Due to the extensive SX-ness of this scene, I had to fast forward this part). As he was going to shoot the old-kicker, he then experienced a moment of epiphany. He has been miraculously saved by a baby-blue angel.

The best scene ever-when he giddily ran out from the topless bar and into a bakery and bought a heart-shaped cookie..he told the girl at the counter, it's for his girlfriend.


Its amazing how a person with a pure, innocent heart, can actually change a rough, tough person. As 'Layla' in Buffalo 66, 'Jesse' in Queen of the Damned and 'Chin' in Fulltime Killer.

Nov 8, 2006

be warn

Mood tengah down. Tengah depressed. Migraine. Sebabnya, dah banyak buat keputusan melulu. Dan sekarang dalam dilema. FULL STOP.

Tak nak layan SAPA2. Except pasal study.

Peace.


P/S: 'Sorry' beforehand. I might come up with a shocking decision...