Jan 25, 2006

Jatuhkan Islam

A'kum my friends.

Today, as usual, I browse through some blogs...and somehow I stumbled upon a website,
www.western resistance.com. It caught my eye, as one of its article was about a women born of Muslim, then buried as a Buddhist.

As I continue to browse through the blog, I found lots of disturbing article, which were quite anti-Islam.
There was even a propaganda on against Islam, titled "Resisting Islam"
http://www.westernresistance.com/blog/archives/000035.html
..one of the "objectives" of the propaganda was :
Destroy Islam: Finally, if we weaken Islam, we must go on with the job and destroy it. It is such a dangerous ideology, it should not be allowed to survive: it might resurface, and with it the barbarism we face today. Future generations ought not be burdened by this abomination."

Are they really "protecting the future generations right" from the so-called barbaric Islam?

Are they simply hate Islam?

Or, are they afraid of Islam?

Besides that, while I was at it, I read an article by FrontPage Magazine. Actually it was about the uproar in Denmark, of which a company had tried to produce a caricature of Rasulullah SAW..And then suddenly, I stumbled upon *again* an article, titled "Islam Beheaded"...that had really2 degraded the Prophet Muhammad SAW to such level that he is no common that any other young man...
http://www.frontpagemag.com/Articles/ReadArticle.asp?ID=20936

So angry was I, that no words could describe my hatred towards those people..that the only possible thing to do was to cry... Ach!


Tangis air mata,
Mengalir tanpa sedar,
Membaca patah kata-kata,
Benar-benar mencabar sabar.

Kini,
Tiada lagi lagak sembunyi,
mengeji dan mencaci dengan berani,
yakni seorang insan terpuji,
Rasulku, kekasih Illahi.

Saat mereka menjatuhkan kita,
Menyebar segala propaganda,
Mengata Islam agama terhina,
Dan tatkala Rasul menjadi jenaka,
…..pada saat itulah…
Perang sudah bermula…


Semalam, aku tonton satu dokumentari bertajuk "Gay Muslim" di UK. Benar-benar menyakitkan hati. Benar-benar menimbulkan amarah. Sudah pun melakukan dosa, apa perlu menunjuk-nunjuk dan lantas memalukan agama?
Seorang lelaki menjadi gay setelah 9 tahun berkahwin, dan empunya 3 anak..setelah isterinya lari dengan lelaki lain. Betapa lemah lelaki sebegitu. Sehinggakan aku menyampah melihat dia menangis teresak-esak tatkala ibunya memujuk dia kembali dengan isterinya.
Seorang lelaki gay yang memilih menurut perkara2 baik sahaja dalam Quran i.e. Allah Maha Pengampun..dan memilih untuk tidak mempedulikan larangan dan hukun Allah terhadap kaum homo.
Sepasang ibu bapa yang cuma bisa berkata anaknya gay kerana genetik. Apa mereka tidak sedar semuanya kerna kekurangan didikan agama?
Paling aku benci saat mereka tunjukkan lelaki-lelaki gay ini mengambil wuduk dan bersolat, sambil berkata Allah pasti menerima mereka sebagai gay.
Dan aku berhenti menonton dokumentari itu, setelah seseorang lelaki muslim berkata dengan semberononya, "They should be stoned to death".
Sebelum itu, seorang lelaki gay berkata, "I wish I'm dead right now...."

Ya, sesungguhnya itu lebih bagus, andai hidupmu memalukan Islam, dan menyusahkan insan-insan yang bersusah payah membersihkan nama Islam yang semakin tercemar. Kami tidak perlu sampah seperti kamu. Melainkan kau benar-benar bertaubat.

Maaf kata-kataku kasar. Apabila agama menjadi taruhan, malas aku nak berlembut kata.

Jan 20, 2006

Erti pengorbananmu.

Berjalannya masa,
beralirnya harta,
berkuburnya lena,
bila semuanya gagal segala,
mudahkah hati menerus hampa,
*terfikir sejenak*
....ternyata niatmu duniawi belaka.
Atau,
tertundukkah hati memujuk redha,
menahan hati terus bersabar,
segala terputus pada Yang Esa,
yakin rahmat disebaliknya.

Maka,
apa erti pengorbanan ini?
Apakah datang dari hati,
niat cinta buat Illahi?
Ataupun semata mengampu diri?
Mohon dipuja, khusyuk dipuji?

Lantas,
pantaslah kau berjaga,
segalanya itu tiada makna,
andai hidupmu dunia belaka.

Lantas,
biar lurus hatimu,
biar tetap niatmu,
biar satu akalmu,
biar tulus ucapmu,
biar ikhlas lakumu,
biar...
biar...
biar semuanya demi Yang Satu.
hidupmu....dan matimu.


Anak itu mentah. Tapi ucapnya mantap. Walau lemah gaya bahasanya, namun pedasnya menusuk kalbu.....
~sambil curi2 dengar prep talk ICW~

Jan 16, 2006

Your are my pet


"The path you are about to follow is probably the right path.

So, you should be able to go forward without doubts.

But, if there is ever the slightest possibility of regret, it is not altogether a waste to doubt.

People are born as small individuals and they continually wish to grow bigger.

They have been living their lives wishing to grow bigger and bigger.

But is that truly something we need?

Why does that matter!

As long as we have a free heart, we should not have to fear whether we can grow bigger or not.

You can spoil yourself, you can be weak.

Because fundamentally, humans are weak.

And we may be weak, without stretching ourselves.

As long as we look around us, the place that is always close to us, it is actually the most precious.

Hope that you too can find your one and only place in life."

Final episode of KIMI WA PETTO
(You are my pet/Tramps like us)
Starring Koyuki and Matsumoto Jun

Jan 14, 2006

MIGRAINE!



At last..segala derita menahan lelap mata gue selama satu minggu ini aje..BERKESANNNNNNNN ABISSSSSSSS...

tamat uda exam gue..alhamdulilah..gue lepas semuanya, bukan la dengan mudah, tapi, bolehla..asal gue masih bernyawa di ujung crita, itu uda cukup penting sama gue..
Bener ya? Selagi kita ngga' merasa kesusahan bikin sesuatu itu, pasti kita ngga' rasa nikmat nya..
Gue yakin, ramai aje temen gue, yang sama2 berjuang selama maybe satu-dua minggu ini, pastinya mudah aje melepas nafas lega..maybe, there's still worriness lingering around our thoughts, but at least its better than not doing it, kan?

iye deh..OSCE gue, gue yakin gue bikin OK aje.
Mood gue down aje lepas OSCE..tapi, bisa dianjak semula after listening to Dr Gaffney's comment about my case report..aduh..enak aje rasa hati gue..ampir aje gue nyesalin kerna riak sebentar...ampun...
At last, final hurdle gue..MCQ..iye..paling sukar banget..lagi pula dengan migraine yang bikin otak ngga' bisa mikir langsunggggggg...dasat...

trimas buat panadol supplier...ahahah

udah sih..tamat aje di sini..jumpa lagi kau O&G taun hadapan...iyeh, pengalaman paling menarik ni...waduh, gi mana next attachment ni...pening nih!!

ach!


Bila aku rasa susah, yang lain kata senang. Bila aku kata senang, yang lain kata susah. Betapa Tuhan ciptakan manusia berbeda-beda. Namun aku syukur. Kerana bila aku rasa susah, Tuhan ringankan semuanya jadi senang. Dan bila aku rasa senang, Tuhan ingatkan aku akan rasa susah. Di akhir cerita, asalkan Tuhan masih ingatkan aku..susah senang itu belakang ceritaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, man!

Jan 13, 2006

Finally, the day's here...



Dooms day...here comes Marisa...

Kalau ditanya pada mata, kenapa tak mahu lelap..mata pasti berkata, kiamat sudah dekat, senang saja kau bazirkan masa lelapkan mata? Maka aku jawab, wahai mata, dunia ini berat dengan dosanya. Andai aku lelap, sekurang-kurangnya aku ringankan kau dari melihatnya.

Jan 12, 2006

no super-marisa...

Out the door just in time
Head down the 405
Gotta meet the new boss by 8 a.m.
The phone rings in the car
The wife is workin' hard
She's running late tonight again
WellI know what I've been told,
You got to work to feed the soul
But I can't do this all on my own
No, I know, I'm no Superman
I'm no Superman
You've got your love online
You think you're doing fine
But you're just plugged into the wall
And that deck of tarot cards
Won't get you very far
There ain't no hand to break your fall
WellI know what I've been told
You gotta know just when to fold
But I can't do this all on my own
No, I know, I'm no Superman
I'm no Superman
That's right
You've crossed the finish line
Won the race but lost your mind
Was it worth it after all
I need you here with me
Cause love is all we need
Just take a hold of the hand that breaks the fall
Well I know what I've been told
Gotta break free to break the mold
But I can't do this all on my own
No I can't do this all on my own
I know that I'm no Superman
I'm no Superman
I'm no Superman
Someday we'll be together
I'm no Superman
Someday
Someday we'll be together
Someday
I'm no Superman

aku bukan Superman. maka, aku juga perlu tidur....zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz....................


Jan 3, 2006

lazyyyyyyyyyyy.........

Lazy,
rhyme with crazy,
it is crazy,
to stay home for hols,
doing reports and study for exam,
when you can spend time,
enjoying yourself.

Lazy,
rhyme with cheesy,
it is kinda one,
when you tell other,
you're not going anywhere,
Marisa?
The one who loves travelling is staying home??

Lazy,
rhyme with cosy,
Yes!
Getting too much of it,
woke up late and stayed up too late,
wandering around town all day,
finally,
spending only 2 hours studying.

MARISA!!! BERUSAHALAH!!! %$*%(*^()*&%&^&%$)$($^*!!!!!

Bosan bener nih....

Jan 1, 2006

Azam tahun baru?

Tanya pula pasal azam tahun baru ini. 2006.

Pakai lagi ke azam lama? Atau buat azam baru?
Yang lama pun tak terbuat, yang baru entahkan buat.
Yang lama pun macam ntah apa-apa, yang baru lagilah ntah apa-apa.

Senang.

Teruskan saja azam lama.

Azam yang dah dipakai buat ke-5 tahun lamanya.

*pemalas..ehehe*

Atau senang.

Suruh saja web buatkan azam.

*confirm pemalas..ehehe*


Your New Year's Resolutions

1) Get a pet hairless cat
2) Eat less onions
3) Travel to Argentina
4) Study finger painting
5) Get in shape with street fighting


Abihlah Paige kene cukur ngan aku nih...,bwahahahaha

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Satu ketuk di pintu,
bangunlah dari silam.
Dua ketuk di pintu,
jagalah dari mimpi.
Tiga ketuk di pintu,
kemas kesal lama.
Empat ketuk di pintu,
buka lembaran baru.
Lima ketuk di pintu,
tanam azam baru.
Enam ketuk di pintu,
tekadkan hati.
Tujuh ketuk di pintu,
ucap selamat tinggal.
Lapan ketuk di pintu,
jangan toleh belakang.
Sembilan ketuk di pintu,
tarik nafas panjang.
Sepuluh ketuk di pintu,
sedia untuk melangkah.

pergi dulu 2005..aku datang, 2006...