May 5, 2007

AnimeOtaku

Last night, after having dinner, I told Wan, I have a new resolution or ambition..apa2 je la. I told her I was browsing the web for list of animes, since I've no clue what to watch next (after Hajime no Ippo)...then,
I stumbled upon a website, and it listed the Japanese choice of the Top 100 anime (published by TV Asahi). Kinda dissapointing because my favourites eg Niea_7 and Bokura ga Ita werent on the list! And I wonder why top notch famous anime eg Ah!My Goddess, Death Notes and Elfen Lied weren't on the list as well...And yet, the bland Azumanga Daioh was on it!!
So, basically, my new ambition is to watch all 100 animes la... hahaha!! Some I've seen (white), some I've read (pink) and some I'm currently watching (blue). The rest is yet to be explored...huahahaha

1 Fullmetal Alchemist
2 Neon Genesis Evangelion
3 Pani Poni Dash!
4 The Melancholy of Haruhi Suzumiya
5 Negima!
6 Gundam
7 Bleach
8 Prince of Tennis
9 Rozen Maiden
10 Strawberry Marshmallow
11 Shana
12 Dragonball
13 Magical Girl Lyrical Nanoha
14 Eureka 7
15 Yu Yu Hakusho
16 Overman King Gainer
17 Naruto
18 Slam Dunk
19 Kyo Kara Maoh!
20 Inu Yasha
21 One Piece
22 Gintama
23 Detective Conan
24 Saiyuki
25 Saint Seiya
26 Rurouni Kenshin
27 The Law of Ueki
28 Hunter X Hunter
29 Fafner
30 Sailor Moon
31 Doraemon
32 Air
33 Sergeant Frog
34 Touch
35 City Hunter
36 Ranma 1/2
37 Digimon
38 My-HiME
39 Lupin III
40 Cowboy Bebop
41 Blood+
42 Mahoraba ~Heartful days~
43 Pokemon
44 Cardcaptor Sakura
45 Ghost in the Shell: Stand Alone Complex
46 Major
47 Eyeshield 21
48 Crayon Shin-chan
49 Galaxy Angel
50 Nintama Rantarou
51 s-CRY-ed
52 Tactics
53 Tsubasa Chronicle
54 Black Jack
55 The Twelve Kingdoms
56 Best Student Council
57 Honey and Clover
58 Zatch Bell
59 Sousei no Aquarion
60 Harukanaru Toki no Naka de ~Hachiyou Shou~
61 Higurashi no Naku Koro ni
62 Bincho-tan
63 ARIA The ANIMATION
64 Ojamajo Doremi
65 Fushigiboshi no Futago Hime Gyu!
66 Futari wa Pretty Cure
67 Macross
68 Urusei Yatsura
69 GaoGaiGar: King of Braves
70 Fate/stay night
71 Ouran High School Host Club
72 Mushishi
73 Kamichu!
74 Heidi
75 Bobobo-bo Bo-bobo
76 Azumanga Daioh
77 Play Ball
78 Gakuen Alice
79 Jigoku Shoujo
80 Bokusatsu Tenshi Dokuro-chan
81 Hikaru no Go
82 D.C. ~Da Capo~
83 Planetes
84 Full Metal Panic!
85 Candy Candy
86 Chibi Maruko-chan
87 Sakura Wars
88 Space Battleship Yamato
89 Fist of the North Star
90 Onegai my Melody
91 Martian Successor Nadesico
92 Peacemaker
93 Black Cat
94 Fruits Basket
95 Brave Saga
96 Yu-Gi-Oh!
97 Maison Ikkoku
98 Samurai 7
99 School Rumble
100 Patlabor

After listening to my new-found resolution, Wan was impressed. I actually found something I really want to do. And then she called me... OTAKU!!! WAHHAHHAHAHA!!

Oh yeah. An Anime Otaku. Just that I'm not into hentai la... bwerkk!!

Come to think of it...macam malas pulak la kan nak layan Yu-Gi-Oh or Pokemon or Naruto (no offence ah Naruto-fans..dragging sangat la anime tuh...)

:P

May 3, 2007

contradict



I supposed there's a limit to ignorance.




And I supposed, I have to get angry once in a while.




Hmm. After all, I'm only human.



It's annoying when people are contradicting themselves. Not to say I've a good stand myself.


But to say you need space, and yet when I left, you go badgering others. But to say you're religious, and yet when I respected that, you spent the nights with some guys. But to say you're responsible, and yet when I believed that, you shattered that trust immediately. I cant ignore that...



Hmm. Yes, I contradicted myself once in a while.

It feels like shit.

Oh well..I supposed being lonely at this time of year sucks. Especially after watching some anime, and end up pitying myself. Damn.

Oh fcrapck. I can no longer ignore this things. Well, maybe just today. Tomorrow, I'll put on my 'happy-I-dont-care-a-damn-thing-about-the-world' face.

Peace.

Apr 28, 2007

last paper

So, yeah..I did said I'm not gonna post until the 18th..But what the heck..
Damn, the last paper was like s%#@. Quite dissapointed really, in myself and the stupid 'hint' from the surgeons...crap!
Oh well..I supposed I just have to do my best in the clinicals (which is kinda 'hard'..duh!)
It was actually a funny scene during the exam... Heard Zhanna screamed when we first got the question paper. Midway through the exam, Catriona was frustratingly scribbled on her paper, Muireann was laughing when she saw Catriona doing that. Ciara at the back was grumbling to herself... and me? Got too much time myself (since I've no clue on how to answer those fecking questions)...sempat cuci mata tengok the invigilators, the 5th MBs, and the colleagues around me.. arghh!! Oh yeah, and I was warned twice for continuing to write after the time's up..BWERKKK!!!
It was terrible indeed. We had 3 questions on tumour staging, 2 on trauma.. the only thing(s) that made me glad were the vascular and ortho questions! May God bless you, Sultan and O'Sullivan!!!
And damn those stupid hints from Regan and Kerin (and Urology too!!). Abihla keter korang aku calar nanti..huahahaha!!
And you too Kelly!!! Sheeshhh..staging??? Berapa banyak nombor I have to memorize tu!!???
And so, we head to the town after the exam. Everyone was frustrated. Me, never in my life, I had to gamble on questions that I didnt read about on!! CRAP!
Bought a patella-hammer-bag. Haha. That bag definitely gonna end up with my sister later on.
Went home and saw Liyana and Wan sunbathing at the backyard. Kinda serene actually.... Cant wait to go home... (still pissed off)
Oh well..sorry for the foul words.. Should have seen how Zhanna was saying the 'F' word and 'shit' in front of her daughter.. then you'll understand how frustrating it was...
Oh feck...surgery..never fits me anyway. Despite how Kak Dian used to say I have good hands...

Apr 19, 2007

Round 5..ting,ting,ting

I would love to write "And so, all the effort that has been put in for the last 5 years to create Dr Marisa end up dot dot dot.."

That, however, can only be told on the morning of 18th of May. (They used to release the result on the night of the last day of exam, but this year, they felt it is wise to wait for 2, 3 days to do so... Reason? They want to make sure that they've calculated the result correctly, this year... HUH? So to say, there were "mistakes" in previous years???)

Anyway, the final exam starts tomorrow. And ongoing for nearly a month...Definitely going to be the toughest battle ever. This time around, how you wish for something like Doraemon magical pocket..or even the ability to see the future, or to be able to listen to "the-most-brilliant-student-in-your-class" mind...But most importantly, how you wish you've another day or two, or even regretting how you should have start revising earlier and spent less time on the Internet...

Ok la friends...it's time to continue my last minute cramming. Hope to get enough sleep tonight. Sleep has been bothersome this few nights. I've been like the guy character in Stephen King's Insomnia.

I believe, all the struggle to make it through every year, will be worthwhile. I've determined to be a great doctor, not only to cure but to teach. Though I am sometime incompetent, I believe, my determination will save me...So, dear God...please let me pass!!!!!

Oh yeah. See you on the 18th of May.

Apr 15, 2007

A quick holiday

Paid the deposit today!!

Yey!! I'm going back to Msia on the 19th of May. The day after the result's out. Either good or bad, it doesnt matter..I'm going home!!!! (kalau kantoi, boleh nangis puas2 in Msia)

I've been wanting to go home since Xmas hols. Reallyyyyyyy miss Dudin and Fan-Fan.

Yey!! Going to Penang, then Bangkok, then to KL. Back to Kuching. Then off to Mulu!! All in 25 days!!

Meeting Poolin in Penang. Ann and Amar in KL (hopefully). Izah, Peah, Dino etc etc in Kuching. And off to Mulu to see Angie!!! YEYEYEYEYEYYYY!!!

Then, back to Galway on the 14th of June. Well, that depends.... on the result la. ARGHHH!!!!

Apr 9, 2007

anime otaku

Ah, Good Friday and Easter Hols..good days for revision. Not.

I've gone from Bleach..to Death Note..to Gintama...to Yakitate Japan...to Genkinshen...to Azumanga Daioh...to Samurai Champloo...to Case Closed....in 3 days.

ARGHHHHHHHH!!!!!

Apr 5, 2007

mix

I was going to write lots of stuff today. Apparently a lot of things have been going on in my head, but everything is so mixed up, I dont know where to start.

One thing for sure, I havent start panicking yet, which is a bad sign. 14 days to go.

Yesterday, I was pestering mum to send me bubur pedas and kulat hitam (kempunan beb), and she replied me " Ok, no problem, nanti papa hantar chef wan sekali". Haha, nice one mum.
Everytime I call home, dad will ask, "Nak papa hantar apa2 ka?". And mum will ask "Ada duit blanja tak?". Heaven kan?

I made sup sayur kailan today. Sempoi banget. Bila makan tu, teringat my mum coz that's her favourite dish. No wonder I was so skinny in high school. Sup sayur jek everyday. Datang Galway ni...hampeh.

Received a card from Kak Madz today, wishing me luck and said that I'll be doing fine. Ahaha. Another big expectation. Kak Madz said, my cousin, Rashid Salleh, is the host for the Breakfast Show on NTV7 now. She said, me and him, we look alike... huh?

Watched Dunia Baru season 2 few days back. Takut deh, coz the heroine is pregnant, and she was happily jumping up and down in the series...gilos...mau miscarriage nanti.

Taught the 3rd med last weekends. Kinda a terrible teacher, I dont know much la. But it's a great feeling to teach others. Anak cikgu la katakan. Adik cikgu jugak...congrats sis.


I've completely forgot Dudin's birthday. Not only that I didnt send him a card, but I forgot to wish him when I called home, twice. And mum said, he kept asking her "bila kakak marisa balit sitok ka?". Huhu.

And the old man who sells cucur (pronouced 'cucoq') pisang in front of his school is no longer selling.. Asked him why. He said, "Aih, ne kamek tauk. Ompuan dah di sia. Kalik nya malu"

Haha. Pandey plentey juak kawu Dudin duhal.

Got to pray..ciao.

Esok saja....

Peace