Nak dia?

Semalam, Azam hantar SMS. Dah ada gambar aweknya di Friendster. Lawa jugak la minah tu. Sesuai lah buat Azam. Aku tumpang gembira. Dah besar dah adik aku nih. Dah pandai berdating. Petang tadi, aku telefon dia. Dah lebih maju dari setakat keluar dating. Wahahahaha...Cepat2 aku suruh dia jangan kasi details kat aku...wahahahaha...

Tapi, aku kasi tau Azam, apa2 pun, jangan lah buat sesuatu yang melampau2 dan study jangan pulak diabaikan.

Dan yang aku tak tahan tu, dia siap cakap nak bawak aweknya jumpa parents aku masa diorang dah nak habis matrik. Siot tol. Memang maju habis. Isi borang UPU pun, biar sama2 tempat. ~Ah..gembiranya..~



Gembiranya.....

one week post-276km

After one week, how does it feel..living with a young couple, a foreigner, and 2 of your male classmates?

hmm..

It's OK.

Just OK.

I guess one week is enough, to tell you that, my housemates (SNIPER POWER, ENTER!!) is better. And my family, no matter how dysfunctional it is, is still the best...

Why?

Well...
1. You're used to your old mates/family..no matter how annoying they are, you can accept that.
2. Well, you dont have to wear tudung around them.
3. You can act as crazy around them.
4. You have some sort of authority around your own house...ahahah..

lalalalala...

yang ternyata amat, gue ngga perlu liatin aksi2 bete seseorang itu. ach!!!

susah hati

Sekarang, kecoh pasal Coxsacki virus infection in Sarawak. Dah banyak budak2 mati. Kematian paling terbaru, di Kapit. Budak umur 2 tahun. Sis kat Kuching sekarang. Tak tau cuti berapa lama.
Dudin tak sekolah. Sekolah tutup, sampai la selamat untuk balik sekolah lagi. Kesian Dudin seorang2 di rumah. Ingat nak suruh sis duduk rumah, jaga Dudin. Tapi, husband dia tak kasi.
Mama bengang. Nak suruh sis beranak kat Kuching. Private. Mama papa tanggung. Sebab takut dengan Coxsackie virus sekarang ni, lebih baik beranak di hospital swasta. Lebih selamat dari hospital awam. Aku pun setuju sangat dengan mama papa. Tapi, sekali lagi, husbandnya tak kasi.

Mama kata, macam tu lah bila dah kahwin. Semua dah tak bebas. Semua kena kawal dengan husband. Mak bapak dah tak ada hak dengan anak sendiri. Bukannya nak sibuk rumah tangga anak sendiri, tapi, nak yang terbaik buat anak sendiri. Nak minta tolong pun, bukanlah susah sangat. Setakat meneman Dudin di rumah. Hmm.

Papa pernah kata, jangan cepat sangat nak kahwin. Nikmati zaman muda aku dulu. Buat apa yang aku suka. Bila aku tengok hidup sis sendiri (tak tau lah bahagia atau tidak) aku malas nak berumah tangga. Tak boleh. Sebab aku rasa kepentingan aku yang pertama ialah keluarga aku. Kalau dapat laki macam husband sis, memang aku menderita.

Aku tak tau cerita betul. Sebab aku kat sini. Diorang kat sana. Secara jujur, aku tak suka husband sis.

Dan kalau sis baca post ni, aku minta maaf.

Susah nak suka seseorang tu, bila dia dah buat keluarga kita tunggang langgang.

aku tak suke paeds!!

ah...aku x suke paeds!!!

aku basically no problem ngan bebudak, walopun kengkadang aku agak keras hati gak. ntah la. maybe aku dah buhsan study medicine. paeds kan medicine for kids. nak kater sebab aku dah senang lenang sangat masa GP, tak gak. after psych yang lepak berabis tu, aku buat obs/gynae. lagi sebuk. tapi aku suker dua-dua psych ngan obs/gynae. adeh la..silap ah buat paeds last sekali, memang takde mood ah ni. camner nak final exam nanti??? osce pulak??? argh!!

kisah terbaru: tak boleh makan cokelat..waaaa...sebab nanti dapat migraine. biasa aku cool je sakit-sakit kepala ni, rerupernya ada migraine dehhhh......macam mana aku tak boleh nak perasan. everytime aku makan cokelat jek, mata naik weng, nausea, lepas tue headache..amik berapa lama baru bole diagnose diri sendiri migraine. aku pun tanak aku sendiri kalo aku nih GP..ahah..

kisah tak baru: blood pressure dah ok sket. cuma sekarang ni, maybe ada problem ngan kepala hotak aku. tiga hari lepas, aku bangun tido, terus pi toilet vomiting. aku speculate gak maybe ada increase intracranial pressure..tapi aku ignore jek. unless benda ni jadik lagi, aku pi check ah. lepak luuuu...

kisah yang tak best: aku makin malas studi, kalau tak main tenet, aku tido jek. ni yang malas ni. boleh tak tukar course? ahahahha....dah terlewat ah.....

kisah best: since jumpa website2 yang best, aku pun makin mengganas bertenet dan try buat karya2 yang kononnya best. aku pun makin jeles tengok orang terer buat graphic, dan mula pertikai diri sendiri..dan ketuk kepala kat dinding sebab dulu2 nyesal tak proceed amik course architecture.. ach! <-rupernye kisah ni pun tak best..ahaha....

Surveyococcus foureus

Haha..whoever read this..you've just got infected..

4 Jobs :
1- tutor math darjah 6 kat Umah Sendiri
2- babysitter kat Galway
3- data collector kat UCHG
4- coffee girl kat GP Barna

4 Movies that i like:
1- Detroit Rock City
2- Forrest Gump
3- Buffalo 66
4- Kiamat Sudah Dekat

4 Places I've lived :
1- Kampung Nangka, Sibu
2- Seri Kembangan, Serdang
3- Taman BDC, Kuching
4- Snipelawn, Newcastle

4 Favourite TV Series :
1- One Tree Hill
2- Desperate Housewives
3- Scrubs
4- Becker

4 Places I've Been On Vacation :
1- Venice
2- Edinburgh
3- Munich
4- Tokyo
..bila nak pi Vietnam ni!!??

The 4 blogs I visit daily :
1- Situs Digital Fhoto Jeritan Jiwa
2- Benangkusut
3- Blog kakak aku
4- blog aku sendiri..ahhaha...

4 of my Favourite foods :
1- nasik goreng bujang
2- mi kolok
3- segala jenis kuih-muih kat malayisa nuuu
4- durian..hohoho..asli jek, dodol, pengat sume tu tak suker..

4 Places I'd rather be :
1- rumah kat Kuching ah..bosan lama2 kat Ireland nih..
2- kml..ahah
3- pasar kat Sibu.. "pauuuuu...."
4- atas katil..tidur..

4 albums i can't live w/o :
1- Morning View - Incubus
2- High - James Blunt
3- Aku - Amy Search
4- kumpulan surah2 Al-Quran..tak tau ustaz mana yang recites

4 vehicles i own :
..skru tayar keter pon aku takde...skru tulang lutut ada ah...

4 of you, please carry on these virus ok! You've been TAG!!!
..huhu..sapa2 je la yang visit blog aku yang kegersangan pelawat nih..ahahah..

perasaan

Kadang-kadang, untuk marah...tak perlu ada sebab.

Kadang-kadang, untuk menangis...tak perlu ada alasan.

Kerna manusia dilahirkan berperasaan.

Dan walaupun manusia itu berakal untuk melogikkan segalanya, hati itu ternyata lebih kuat.

Maka, marah dan menangislah.

Jangan terlalu kaku. Jangan juga terlalu sombong untuk melepaskan baran dan mengalirkan air mata.

Kerna perasaan itu anugerahNya.

Nikmati segalanya. Dalam amarah. Dalam tangis.

:)

Perasaan itu yang mewarnakan hidup ini...

Thanks to Him

Today,

thanks to Allah, after weeks of rainy weekdays, today was lovely and sunny;

thanks to Allah, I am still alive. The whole campus was shocked with the news of the missing 1st year medical student last weekend. Today, at about 4.05, we got the news that his body was found in the lake at Achill Island. Must be very devastating for his family;

thanks to Allah, it wasnt me alone who found it difficult to interview a 'mock' patient today. Apparently all other students had problem with this guy. Who would thought that he had a 'hidden agenda'. So, I'm not 'stupid' then;

thanks to Allah, compared to others, I had such a great time with my GP attachment and that I had a nice GP to work with;

thanks to Allah, He gave me the ability to write my feelings off, because I'm sucks when it comes to telling others how I feel;

thanks to Allah, I still have friends who remember me and kind enough to drop by and asked me "How are you, today?";

thanks to Allah, He gave me supportive classmates who reassured and tell me I was doing good despite how bad I had done for the day;

thanks to Allah, He let me be with such a great guy, who would forgive me for the stupid thing I had done before i.e. breaking up with him. It's when you heard of others failed relationship, then you'll tend to appreciate yours better and grateful for being with such an understanding person.

thanks to Allah, I still have some money this Friday for my rent, because my allowance wont be deposited until next week. Ahaha...;

thanks to Allah, I had never had to break a bad news to anyone before, because I am never prepared to do so..until today..;

thanks to Allah, He gave me quite a headache this morning. That meant that He had thought of me. And that's such a good feeling, actually...;

thanks to Allah, I had food on my table, hot water to bath in, high motivation to start studying (eheh), comfortable bed to sleep in, and good housemates to be with.

Finally,
thanks to Allah for everything I didnt mention above.

~When you had such a day, it's good to thank Him. At the end of the day, there's always the good side of everything that had happened, that He had meant for us to see and be grateful of~

Thanks for giving me the insight to thank You.